Again, it's been a while since I've posted anything here, and I thought that for those who are interested, I post an update on the insanity that is my life. Recently though, it's been more of a nightmare than just the normal crazy. This is going to be very long, so thank you if you read the entire thing. Typing all of this out at one time is helping me process everything better, everything still seems surreal, I don't think I've fully accepted it all yet.
On August 31, we had to make the difficult decision to have Big Red humanely euthanized. Last year, his suspensory tendons and ligaments in his hind fetlocks gave out on him and tore. He had developed enough scar tissue that our vet thought it was ok to keep him going with support wraps and pain meds. He had been doing very well, he was his usual self attitude wise, his appetite was good, he was his same old self except a bit slower than he used to be. The last week of August of this year though, we think his suspensories tore again. He had started walking very oddly in his hind end after getting his feet trimmed, and he had also been dropping a lot of weight.
Our vet said we were out of options, and that it was time to let him go. Abby, Sarah, and myself kept him comfortable for a few days until Friday, when Penny got back from a business trip for work. Friday (the 30th) and Saturday (the 31st), he had seemed to be doing better, but we knew it was temporary. We wanted to let him go on a high note, when he was feeling good, and with his dignity. We absolutely did not want him to pass on out in the field alone if he laid down and was unable to get back up.
Saturday morning, we had a grave dug for him in the corner of Penny's backyard on the farm. When our vet got here, we led Red and Midnight into the backyard and let them graze for a few minutes. We had to bring Midnight over by the grave as well, he would have freaked if we had just taken Red away from him. We led Red over next to the grave, with Midnight standing a little ways behind him. Penny and I were right with him the entire time, stroking his face and telling him how much we and everyone love him.
Our vet was amazing with the euthanasia process. He sedated Red heavily first, and we all helped him lay down gently, we did not want him just crashing to the ground. Once he was on the ground, Penny and I sat down by his head, still talking to him and petting him, but by this point we were both crying like crazy. The vet then administered the fatal dose of medication, and Red passed very peacefully. It was very quick, and Red did not suffer at all. Penny got up after a few minutes to help Abby and Sarah tend to Midnight, who we knew was about to have a breakdown. I sat there with Red for what seemed like a long time, but was only about 20 minutes.
Red was one of my childhood horses. My dad got him and Bugsy before I was born. Bugsy passed away of natural causes probably ten years or so ago when he was 28. Red has been here for my entire life. He was one of the horses that taught me to ride, he was just a dependable friend who was always there. Always. And now he's gone. A piece of me left with Red that day. I will always be grateful to Penny for taking such excellent care of Red in his final years on her farm.
On the morning of July 4th, 2013, we could not wake my mom up. She was taken back to the University of Kentucky hospital in an ambulance, and we found out what had happened. While she was asleep that night, she had been breathing, but her lungs had become stiff due to rejection and the oxygen she was breathing in was not passing into her bloodstream properly, and she had fallen into a coma. She was immediately taken to the cardio-thoracic ICU, where she remained on life support for a little over two months. The first day she was there, July 5th, she regained consciousness and had started to improve a lot. She couldn't talk due to being on a ventilator, but she could recognize us and blink yes or no and squeeze our hands.